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Monday, 23 February 2009

Update

To let you all know, I did get the job and my first day was today!!! I really like it so far and think that it will be a great learning experience for me. I am still hoping though to get a bakery going with my mom, so you can still look forward to that.

Monday, 16 February 2009

Pray

OK, so I just called someone this morning about a job interview, and this guy told me we could do the interview this afternoon. It is going really fast and I am really excited and need this job, so please pray for me this afternoon.

Saturday, 14 February 2009

I hate this day!!!

I really like this one guy and would love to be in a relationship with him, but i know God has called me to be single until the fall. Today being valentines day though, I thought that going to saturday night service, like we used to, would be fun and that we could just be friends and have fun. He calls before 2pm, and I missed that call. The voice mail he left said the following, " I was trying to get a hold of your brother, talk to you later, have a great day!" I am so upset. If you call my phone you call to talk with me. Chris has moved out, I don't see him that often, and I don't know where he is at all the time. So don't call me to find out.

I was nice though and texted him my grandmas number seeing that chris now lives there. I call my grandma a hour later, and the guy still has not called, so it couldn't have been that important for him to call me to find out where chris was. It just makes me so angry. It's the dumbest thing to be angry about anyways, but I'm still really upset about it.

On brighter sides. I'm taking my younger cousin out for a little girl time tonight. She really likes someone too and I would love to just let her know that she can always talk with me, that she has a big cuz to look up to. I make it clear that i'm far from perfect and that i don't always know the answers, but she can still come to me with anything. It might make it so much easier for her growing up. We plan on dinner and shopping and then sleeping over!!! Church in the morning, and grandmas for lunch. Grandma T's for the evening, and then back to work and school.

If you all could really pray for me too. I have some teachers looking for a job for me. I have one that said he would call me today and give me info. He has a friend looking for a worker in a pastry shop, dream job, and he was going to give this person my information today and then call me. So pray that I get this job, please.

Now that venting is over, back to doing my grandmas laundry!!!!

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

Time To Change!

All I have wanted for the Summer and Fall was a boyfriend, and I'm not afraid to let you all know that I have my eye on someone. But I need to wait for God's timing and not try to push it. And maybe the Devil is putting this feeling of needing or wanting someone in me and driving me crazy with it. In fact I know he is. I want asked out by a great christian guy, and yet none seem to ask. So last week a 34 year old man asked me out in the culinary department. where I work and take classes, so I will have to see him for a while until I graduate. And then another man from the same department was flirting with me last night. I have talked to my chefs about them both and was told by them that it wasn't all just in my head, that in fact, they were flirting. So my chef talked to the one from last night and the other one I don't believe is a threat, but just not all with it. I've been told he has some problems and I don't want to be mean or nasty, so I'll be nice and just be sure I don't let him think anything could ever happen. But this whole old guy asking me out and flirting is making me feel hurt. I pray for a great guy around my age, and yet two old guys are the only ones interested, or at least the only ones that have made it known. At any rate, I need to just give this to God, and I'm willing to do that now. why worry when he has the perfect plan?
Now I am at work and have two projects due next week that I have been working on. I just wanted a small break. I can never tell if my chefs are joking with me when they say some things or if they are being for real. I think one is a little upset with me because I walked over the floor he just mopped and we do it all the time, so why be mad now. He pretty much told me that I don't use my brain. Well, if I only had one:)
My hamster also died last night, and that made my week just the worst it can get. So nothing else could really bring me much lower, but I knew she was ready. 2 years and 7 months is a very long time for a hamster. I'm just more upset at the fact that she was dying and I was holding her all night, but since last night at 10pm and through the whole night until 8 in the morning she was breathing and I hope not suffering, but maybe. My sister and I gave her a little bit of whiskey a few times through the night to keep her from pain. I'm just upset that God let her suffer all night, but he gave her peace and I'm not all that angry that she died, I knew it was coming. I buried her this morning in the back yard, and I don't think I will get another one, or at least not for a while. The point to that was my week has been bad already, and I need sleep! It can't get much worse;)
It's time for me to change and become who God planned for me to be, and now I am so willing. I've been through a lot, and maybe it's God calling me to something new! Just pray, and I'll be alright!

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

Been way too long!

Hey everyone! Or the few of you that have not gone over to facebook completly. I have decided that I should put up a new post. The last one was about my broken pinky, and that broken pinky is no longer broken, so it has been quite some time.
I have a class in half an hour so this will be a short post. I got back onto xanga because I was going insane. I told myself that today I was not allowed on facebook, for the whole day and maybe tomorrow. I'm addicted to the thing. I forgot how much fun it was to write on xanga. So seeing that I have not been on facebook, I thought that I had to do something and so I'm on xanga!
Now that you all are confused by the last sentence I shall say goodbye and go to class! What fun I shall have. We get to butcher meat!!! I'll get sick. Then we shall cook the meat and eat it. Then I get to go home at 9:30pm. What a Day!